Bride-to-Be Poses in Marriage ceremony Picture Shoot After Her Police Officer Fiancé Is Killed on Accountability

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Oct. 14 must have marked a special occasion for Nikki Salgot. It’s the day she was once meant to marry her fiancé Collin Rose.

However simply months after Rose proposed to Salgot, the Wayne State College sergeant was once gunned down whilst taking a look right into a string of auto thefts in Detroit. He was once transported to a neighborhood health center the place he died on Nov. 23, 2016 — in the future earlier than Thanksgiving.

“I used to be in surprise and disbelief, virtually frozen,” Salgot tells PEOPLE of the instant she gained the heartbreaking information. “I take into account feeling my mouth swell and pass dry, my fingers were given chilly and sweaty and my face pass light. It took a number of hours earlier than it absolutely hit me and the emotional breakdown took over.”

Just about a yr after his loss of life, Salgot determined to honor her husband-to-be with a solo wedding ceremony shoot, to offer to her circle of relatives on what would were their wedding ceremony anniversary.

“He at all times swore he’d by no means get married. The shaggy dog story was once he was once essentially the most ineligible, eligible bachelor available in the market,” Salgot says. “He was once in truth more than likely extra excited to get married than I used to be, so it handiest made sense to take the ones footage.”

Salgot posed in different photographs dressed in her wedding ceremony get dressed and protecting Rose’s uniform hat along side a folded American flag. In some she sported smiles, in others, Salgot gave the impression solemn. Despite the fact that she considers herself a non-public individual, Salgot credit Rachel Smaller, of Rachel Smaller Images, with serving to her to open up concerning the painful incident.

“She captured the pictures that also vividly display the ache left in the back of; photographs that display I’m nonetheless ready to snigger, smile and be me; photographs that display this loss has no longer and won’t damage me; and my favourite, photographs that display I’m nonetheless simply as fierce as ever and refuse to let this outline me,” she stated in a put up at the Love What Issues Fb web page.

“What doesn’t kill you makes you more potent and I can no longer be damaged by way of this … He’ll by no means be absolutely long past from my lifestyles, so I didn’t need our wedding ceremony day to be a misplaced day. I as a substitute sought after it to be a reminder of that love we had, for alternatively transient it was once.”

The footage briefly went viral, and Salgot’s transferring tale has made headlines a yr later. And even if Salgot says it’s tough to peer her tale all over the place, the footage function a reminder of her and Rose’s love.

“He was once an amazingly kind-hearted, beneficiant, do anything else for any individual more or less individual,” she tells PEOPLE. “He at all times introduced out the most productive in folks. He had a love for lifestyles and not wasted one 2nd of the time he was once given. I leave out his smile and his upbeat character. He at all times knew how you can make me snigger.”